Trust me, the only thing i can say about this poem is, incoherency at its best. it's so random that i can be sure my brain was in a spin. anyways, all the best in deciphering.
Another mistake?
God knows, it is not
Uncontrollable it seems
But I feel stronger
Do I?
The helplessness gone
Though sadness falls
For “forbidden to remember,
Terrified to forget”
Memories, I hang onto
Time seems to slow
Rain falls harder
My rooftop blows
Calm myself deep inside
Heart burns
Flames lick the surface
Sweet agony
Smile through the tears
Cry in between the laughs
For even I am in the dark
About what I really want
Are things really grey?
Or I refuse to see
How clear they can be.
How easy they seem.
Move on, I wish to
For to stay on
Cannot afford to
It’s just how it is
And it is just how it’ll be
