Sometimes...

Sometimes when you take a deep breath to calm yourself, you have goosebumps. The brain signals your nerves to relax.

Sometimes when you try to control your tears you voice becomes hoarse and nose waters more.

Sometimes you want to just let go of those tears and wish for big bear bear hug from nowhere. Just a hug.

Sometimes you wish you knew one person who could take all your troubles away in one go. A fairy, maybe.:)

Sometimes you want to feel the mental ecstasy rather than a physical, deliberate one.

Sometimes you hate feeling confused and get frustrated when you cannot put a finger on what exactly it is that you want.

Sometimes you realize things only when you are in a receptive mood.

Sometimes you just want to be completely alone.

Sometimes you wish for a better world.

Sometimes you feel like screaming your heart out.

Sometimes, silence feels to be the most peaceful and the safest place to be in.

Sometimes you wish you could give people everything because you love giving and not expect anything in return just so you don't get hurt.

Sometimes you just want to be heard, truly and faithfully.

Sometimes life really feels beautiful.

Sometimes love feels like a burden.

Sometimes the heart beat of the people you love sounds like a distant music.

Sometimes you want things to be perfect.

Sometimes you want to just feel beautiful rather than look beautiful.

Sometimes you want to just feel the thrill of living on the edge.

Sometimes you just do not feel like thinking.

Sometimes you feel like doing everything that you have been asked not to do simply because you feel that the asked for is not the right thing to do in YOUR dictionary.

And sometimes, you just want to let go and write lines like these just to feel crazy, but relaxed at the end of it all.

One Positive

Just when I thought I would be cherished,
it crashed on me
My waves of beauty,
opened the reality.

I lost myself
thinking I'll find myself again.
But yet again it was all lost on me.

I opened my heart to one beautiful world
It closed itself on me
The one life I had
Began to suffocate me.

I felt clueless
Rendered confused
Wishing my fairy world to grow back on me.

Hanging by a string
feeling the heaviness
clouds forming a thick cover over me.

It killed me inside to leave what I loved
for belief in the same flew away with time.

Patience grew out on me
leaving room for frustration to seep in...

It's easy to speak
but the effort it takes
to get over the negativities
the hardest it is for me.

Life is hard to some
I feel to be one
Maybe because my emotions fill...

But I feel the need to reach out
so to know, two negatives will always make
ONE POSITIVE