One Positive

Just when I thought I would be cherished,
it crashed on me
My waves of beauty,
opened the reality.

I lost myself
thinking I'll find myself again.
But yet again it was all lost on me.

I opened my heart to one beautiful world
It closed itself on me
The one life I had
Began to suffocate me.

I felt clueless
Rendered confused
Wishing my fairy world to grow back on me.

Hanging by a string
feeling the heaviness
clouds forming a thick cover over me.

It killed me inside to leave what I loved
for belief in the same flew away with time.

Patience grew out on me
leaving room for frustration to seep in...

It's easy to speak
but the effort it takes
to get over the negativities
the hardest it is for me.

Life is hard to some
I feel to be one
Maybe because my emotions fill...

But I feel the need to reach out
so to know, two negatives will always make
ONE POSITIVE